Till Death....

Death was..

Disgust, Poverty, Failure,

Pain, Misery, Helplessness..

Death is..

When you went away,

Death was..

I befriended the dark..

Death is...

When you take the dark away too..

Death was..

When life blindfolded me..

Death is..

When you opened my eyes..

Death was..

When life weighed me down..

Death is..

You causing my soul to drown..

Death was..

When I loved and lost..

Death is..

Going thru that everyday..

Death was..

When life caged me..

Death is..

When you broke free..

Death was..

When you were not there..

Death is..

When you are away..

Without you...

Death was...Life...

Death is...Life...

Life is...Death..

You just have to say....

You have broken me all the way down.......
Morning, Noon and Sundown.....

But its always been me....
Foolish to see the dream...

Weren't you part of the dream for long...
Feeling of DejaVu...
Or was it me all alone...

The long nights on the phone...
The pain shared....
Or was it me alone...

I feel a lot more lonely without you...

I know you have not changed......
Have you ??

Why then test me....
Why kill me 1000 times in a day....
Could you ??

Or is it just my mind playing a game....
Do you feel the same ??

I know you have more to say...
You have trusted me till day...

What is it that stops you now ??

Far away you are...
But believe me...
Never once....
Never has there's been a moment I do not think about you...

Come morning...Come night...
All my eyes yearn for is your sight..

I still talk to you, don’t you see..
I still admire you, it’s hard not to..

Why is it that you have changed...

I feel....
Being trapped in this web of mediocrity....
Soon this spider will eat me...

You just have to say.....
I''ll crawl along...
Although you seldom care....for my sad affair....
Yet I'd travel dusty miles.....
muddy, creepy, thorny piles.....

You just have to say..............

Could have been bloody you..............

You and me,
Our ember like passion,
The cool,dark room,
beyond the world’s movements and calls

Our divine space..

The roar of oceans,
The tremors in veins
An umbilical cord of life,
connecting us to each other..
An unnamed bond,
With immeasurable intimacy,
I am your bloodflow,
You are my pulsations..

Our own divine space..

Unrivalled,
Incomprehensible,
Immensely filled,
But indecipherable
to others ..

A divine space..

We live here as us only,
No mask or makeup,
Raw and original,
Unscathed, and serene,

We know each other,
Incommunicado,
We listen each other
Unspoken..

This is our own divine space..